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Mukul Pandya's avatar

I love your perspective on prayer based on presence rather than faith. It reminded me of a poem I had written long ago. Just sharing for what it is worth:

A Sort of Prayer

On rage-filled nights

I reinvent you, my god,

and spew angry bile

at your black-hole divinity.

Leave what is vile,

absorb what calms,

like a wash of sleep

after a nightmare.

Had I faith, I would pray

not to a formless void

that contains galaxies

but to all that is

gentle in us.

And praying, re-awaken my spirit

from numbness,

the distance of fear.

Teach me, o sky-faced god,

to pray:

Teach me words

that do not spin

in futile orbits

around the universe

but touch

what is best in me.

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Erin O'Connor's avatar

Wow -- that is beautiful and powerful. Thank you so much for sharing this.

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Erin O'Connor's avatar

black-hole divinity. futile orbits. Wash of sleep after a nightmare. Just wow.

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Jeremiah Lewis's avatar

Wonderful sentiments. I was walking my dogs this morning and thinking about how when I'm the busiest, taking time away from the business, is when things coalesce into a kind of purity of ethereal otherness. It's like it doesn't exist until I come back to the busy space, and then it's back, but by then, my mind has refreshed, my body has relaxed a little, and sometimes inspiration hits. Or it doesn't, but at least I'm able to get back into the grind without bitterness. That, to me, is the socratic means of equilibrium.

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Erin O'Connor's avatar

That's a beautiful image – thank you so much for sharing. Love the idea of the Socratic means of equilibrium..

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Jeremiah Lewis's avatar

I try not to pursue freedom from pain and frustration (though I often try to avoid it). I think we are nothing without pain, so I think we have to incorporate it into our lives in a healthy way.

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Erin O'Connor's avatar

Absolutely. Pain is the only way we grow. It's the signal we get when we're not aligned with ourselves and/or our lives. We ignore it at our peril. And when we face it, we open ourselves to limitless possibility.

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Jeremiah Lewis's avatar

Integration, not separation.

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Erin O'Connor's avatar

Yes. I feel like any moment now one of us will use the word "dialectical! And it will actually be the right word for the right moment!

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Jeremiah Lewis's avatar

Somewhere in the afterglow, Robert Pirsig is smiling.

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N Cohen's avatar

I needed to read this today. The act of being present in the moment, fully aware, can feel rebellious in a society based on the hustle and multitasking. Allowing space to ponder (and wonder) only leads to good things. Thank you!

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Erin O'Connor's avatar

Thank you!

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